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Things going fine? Better not hold my breath...

Oct. 31st, 2005 | 12:05 am
mood: satisfied satisfied

Sas'ke and Theta are growing nicely... they're so cute. Theta is a bundle of energy and Sas'ke is definitely the calmer one. He makes the most adorable faces when you try to feed him things he doesn't like. ^_^; I'm sure they are special in some way, but I haven't noticed anything strange yet.

Speaking of strange, I haven't noticed anything strange around here either. Though it seems like something is going to happen. Its got that vibe in the air, and the recent things we've been finding out (or speculating, mostly...) about Rik and the Ancients. I can only imagine what this is going to all add up to.

If Chichiri and Vincent don't recover much information on Gast's files in Icicle Inn, I think I'm going to talk to Rufus about time travel...

In the meantime, I'll have my hands full with the kids... ^^

I thought the town was supposed to be peaceful during a time of peace?

Sep. 6th, 2005 | 09:26 pm
mood: drained drained
music: B.f.S. - 1985

Just last week, the town was attacked by a mazoku.

Actually, maybe it would be better to say that a mazoku attacked and we destroyed half the town.

From what I heard from my wonderful husband, the mazoku was after Yaiko, and it turned into a large battle with Amber, NL, Luc, Kiko, and this ninja guy. Apparently a few others were involved too, like our daughter, Cookie. Then Kitty showed up and... well, now there is a giant crater in the town ontop of the damage to the mansion itself.

I've tried to help Luc with the repairs, since I withdrew from Sakura University, but I've had my hands full lately with Theta and Sas'ke. Beyond that, I know I have to prepare for my angel exams. I'm not going to worry much on that. I get two tries, right? So...

I'm hoping that once (see: if) I become an angel, I can help Rufus develop his powers some. I know its not exactly a priority (at all) to him, but I know it will be important for him to at least be able to develop them to the point of ressurrection.

I also learned an interesting thing... Cookie is training to be... a ninja. o.O; I never quite saw her as the type, but I am happy that she's staying in the village. Maybe I can try to patch things up with her... Heh. Ironically, she's training with Yuffie. Another person I need to patch up relations with... ._.;;

Babies and other weird events.

Aug. 20th, 2005 | 11:09 pm
mood: worried worried

Yesterday, Rik returned from her investigative trip in Midgar... and she wasn't pleased. She found a hidden floor in Hojo's lab full of Cetra in coffins that were apparently used for experiments. She flipped out on Rufus and looked on the verge of killing him... She had unleashed some amazing powers in her rage which proves how strong Rik is, regardless if she's possessed or not. However, the nature of these powers seems to be odd... Melina is hiding something, and Tenshinchigi isn't talking either. I didn't want to worry Rufus, but I believe something big is going on, too.

Later that day is when I gave birth. I understand now why Chiri talked of mixed signals, as I had two children--a boy and a girl. The girl had several markings on her face, one looked like a star, others looked like dots, and a peculiar one on her forehead. It resembled a Greek letter and so we named her after it--Theta. In comparison, the boy was rather normal and somewhat plain. I named him Sas'ke, as my original idea was Sasuke, but it seemed to be too plain compared to his sister's and not to confuse with the other Sasuke in the Inn.

I hope things go back to being calm. Rik is in a coma, I hope she wakes soon, and I need to desperately study for my angel exams. Rufus has been rather discomforted by the exchange with his sister and it takes effort for him to spend time with us without worrying. I can only hope things take a turn for the better...


Aug. 4th, 2005 | 01:37 am
mood: blah blah

Its gonna be anyday now, I can tell. T__T Would it hurry up already and come out? ...Do you think childbirth will hurt more when I've been pregnant this long? A-actually... this is the first childbirth in my new body. Its gonna be a bitch, isn't it... Greaat.

Babies aside, I can't get ahold of the Goddess. I've been trying to ask her for some help studying for my angel exams. She's been convienently ignoring me lately... and I don't have any powers to go, you know, up and visit her on my own. -.- I'm thinking of asking Rufus to talk to her for me... though I don't think he knows how to do that yet.

Speaking of talking... I really am trying to get through to Tseng. But if he's going to continue being a complete asshole to me, I'll see if I can send his soul back. >< Okay, you don't have to accept me as your daughter but seriously... you can talk to me like a human being. -.- He keeps blowing me off and giving me these stern looks... whatever. You're mean anyway, so there! >O

... T____T;;


Jul. 6th, 2005 | 12:02 am
mood: uncomfortable uncomfortable

Its been two months since I last updated. But... I'm still the same. Pregnant and bored. ::sigh::

But, I am due this month. What a relief... It should be a crime to be pregnant this long! Chiri can't give me an exact date. In fact, he can't even tell me if its a boy or girl. He's always busy and when he did check on me, he said he kept getting mixed signals. Whatever that means...

I have my angel exam in two months. T_T; I have no clue what's going to be on it.. and how I'm supposed to study.. crap crap crap!
I'm already going to have my hands full with the baby... W-what if I don't pass the exam? The Goddess said that I will only get two attempts and then...

Okay, I'm not going to think about the 'and then'.

I just really need to pass this test.

...Oh man.

Somewhere over the rainbow~...

Jan. 23rd, 2005 | 12:21 am
mood: listless listless
music: N.F.G. - Somewhere Over the Rainbow

I think I'm going to die of boredom... No, I will. I know it. I have no energy anymore... Each breath I take is so hard to get out... and the worst part is that I don't even WANT to do anything... ..... ..... T____T...

I think I have... over pregnancy duration disease.. and I still have a supposed two months left to go... but.. this is just too long for me. Must commit suicide...

There is never anything to do.. because anything I might have wanted to do, is something I cannot due to this.. this kid. It better be a good one. ~.~

I'm going to melt into a pregnant puddle of boredom... What a way to spend my first seven months of marriage.. The Goddess is going to pay for this. She is a truly evil deity indeed.

I think I have my angel exams in four months, too... As if I didn't have enough to deal with.

...Hey wait.. THAT'S something I could do. But just how do you study for an exam to become an angel? ....

She didn't give me a study guide... T____T

::whines:: ....

Someday I wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind~ me~.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops,
that's where you'll~ find me~

Somewhere over the rainbow~
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow,
Why then, oh why can't I~?

.... I really am extremely bored... ::sighs::

Ehh, Gomen.

Nov. 19th, 2004 | 06:14 pm
mood: cranky cranky
music: A.L. - My Happy Ending

I haven't written in a while. Truthfully, I haven't felt like it. A lot has happened since my last entry, I did get married. But, a week before that, Rik disappeared. I'm not going to lie, I was very disappointed to not have her there, and because she was missing, not as many people attended as I had anticipated. It still bugs me but I know I can't just keep being hung up on it so, whatever. It's done and over with now.

I entered the Kendo club and I think I found something I can do to make me stronger. I haven't a clue how to train for my angel powers as I'm technically not even a full Whitelighter yet. Both my school exams and my angelic ones are approaching soon... I hope I don't bomb them both. -.-

Eeto... another strange event that's happened is well... I'm pregnant. Again. ... This just really boggles my mind, since I am... well.. dead after all. I suppose since I'm stuck inbetween that the Goddess saw this as another opportunity to bring life to the Planet. -.- Or maybe its a part of my training, since I have to indure a full nine month term. ::sighs:: Like what I need right now is hormones when I'm trying to pass school!

I have noticed that Rufus has, I don't know... I guess, changed a little. I haven't been able to place my finger on it. Or maybe I'm just seeing him in a different way than I have before.

I think its time I've told him a few things... I just don't know what he'll think. I suppose it has to be done, though.

I have math homework to do... >.

No more non-dead dead people. (Except for me, of course.)

Jun. 1st, 2004 | 10:30 pm
mood: geeky geeky

Thankfully, the zombies in Midgar are gone. I have to give most of the credit to Kaylee, Leah, and Papaya for killing the dead bastards. I am just glad I was able to help, but more importantly, I am really glad I did end up going to Midgar... I think. I found someone there and I'm not sure yet how ezactly he's taking me, so I don't know how to judge this situation... He's staying at the mansion but I haven't seen him since that day. .... I don't know why I expect anything out of him. I haven't told Rufus about him yet and vice versa. I guess I don't expect him to stay around for very long. He doesn't have an obligation to me, after all.

But, well, on a lighter note, I'm about halfway done planning my wedding but of course I still don't know where I'm going to have it and who is going to be in my wedding party. I haven't spoken to Rufus much about it either, so, um.. hopefully things will work themselves out in the next couple of weeks...

I'm going to enter this magic tournament, but would that be very fair? I'm not exactly alive so I'll have to check the rules.

... >O All hell with it. I think I'll enter Rufus, too.

Hm. ^^

Apr. 21st, 2004 | 10:50 pm
mood: rejuvenated rejuvenated

Rufus and I talked to each other the other day and we've made up. He isn't such an asshole anymore-- in fact, he's not one at all. Things are starting to look good. This is slowly turning into a dream, he is becoming more affectionate each day. They are baby steps mind you, but at least he is stepping at all.

After much cosmic planning, I decided on September the Tenth as our wedding date. ....But just because we are getting married doesn't mean I have to grow up. I am sick of being a grown up, I've been one for eight years. I'm living my teenage years now-- regardless of being a mother, wife, and angel. I like pocky, loose socks, baggy sweaters, short skirts, Wutainese Pop, onigiri and ultra-cool sticker photos. (We need a machine in the mansion n.n) I don't care if I have five children and twelve grandchildren. Or if my fiance is the leader of a global monopoly and the local university.

I'm an angel, the only one I serve now is the Goddess herself... I am my own person and... it feels wonderful.

Life probably can't get much better than it is for me right now. We will go zombie-hunting and I am getting strong victory vibes...

The Goddess says she misses hearing from her children... Does anyone believe in her anymore? Maybe we should open a shrine...

I am done. Oyasumi nasai.

Its been a little while, gomen ne.

Mar. 14th, 2004 | 05:48 pm
mood: enraged enraged

I haven't updated as much as I should have. Sorry about that... if anyone cares. o.o;

Rufus is like... hot now. He was hot before but it was a different kind. He was the kind of hot that made you want to bend over and be punished... now he's the kind of hot that makes you just want to rub all over him... x.x..

Except now he's a total asshole. ._.

He got in an arguement with Rik while she was pregnant... he was hitting on Reno, infront of Kaylee, Kory and Mystere no less. He doesn't listen to me and I swear he's more self-absorbed now than I have ever seen him before. Forget about self-absorbed, he's becoming obsessed with Reno. Whether it's going out of his way to annoy him or foil his plans or control what he does.... it's making me mad.

-.- He did NOT get his present and he won't ever get it if he doesn't shape up. I can't turn him back now, he's never around. A lot of the time he doesn't even come to the room to sleep. -.- I can only imagine what other women he's sleeping with.

Stupid bastard. I died and he didn't care, I came back for him and it wasn't a big deal and now I try to make him more interesting and he wants nothing to do with me.

So fine, whatever, I can play that game too. He might be so hot I want to screw him senseless, but he's not going to talk to me EVER AGAIN if he keeps being a jerk. I mean it, forever! And this is coming from an immortal being, so that's a long time. >O

::grumbles:: See how he likes it...